Day 27th..

i wonder do you still wear the same necklace i used to give you... i wonder do you still sleep on the same pillow i gave you.. i wonder do you still wear the same watch i gave you... i wonder do you still keep our photos.. i wonder do you still keep mine... i wonder do you still think of me sometimes.. do you still remember what we use to have... do you still remember our memories.. do you still remember each and every moment we spent together... i wonder do you still have feelings for me..

all the things we used to do together are still so real to me... like it was only yesterday.. all the words we used to say to each other.. it was just so nice to hear... all the good memories we had, i still remember it.. all the bad memories we've been through... i still remember it.. and only the bad memories made the good ones much more significant... without the bad ones, good memories will never be felt better.. it's day 27th, and the feeling i have is just the same as the feeling i had... i felt sharp pains in my heart.. i don't know why you could make me feel so terrible... one minute you say you love me and promise we will never leave each other because we love each other so much.. but the next minute you left and i had no news of you...

i do alot of things to keep myself occupied.. but whenever i have time to breathe and think properly, images of you comes into my mind... i miss the days i would meet you after work for dinner.. i miss the days we would walk around looking at everything... i miss the days of you hugging me.. i miss the days of you holding my hand... i miss the days of you lying on my shoulder when we were on the bus.. i miss the days of you saying you miss that smell of me... i miss the days of us slacking at home watching tv, cooking dinner and taking naps.. i miss all and everything of you... all these just keeps on repeating in my head.. it feels so heavy i wish i could stop it... i want to but i can't..