Move On.

trying hard to move on... very hard.. somehow i think of you too much... that everynight i dreamt about us.. didn't get to sleep well last night and had a cold sweat in the middle of the night... i woke up and you are gone.. i know no matter what i say, no matter what i do it will still be the same... i started to stop everything.. i stop giving you calls... stop giving you messages.. why? because i don't want to hear those voices anymore... it's not because i stop loving you.. it's to prevent me from hurting myself again and again... i know it's not from your heart.. blame me naive or stupid... i still don't believe.. but at the same time, i'm afraid if i stop finding you, your feelings will fade for me as time passes by... but if you really love me too, there will be one day we will be together.. i think.... but come to think again, you said your heart had stopped beating for me long ago.. is that true... is that really true.. i'm having headaches again...