that's it...

really had a had time sleeping these few days.. didnt even slept the whole night yesterday... alot of things have been running through my mind.. today will be the start of home alone once again... i don't know if i can make it.. i'm afraid i will start thinking of things i shouldn't... have been opening up my inbox and read all the messages we had.. mixed feelings starts to arise... in a good way, we were so loving last time.. in a bad way, we're strangers this time...

i really miss you alot.. but you don't seem to care at all...