back to booking in... and it's early today cos my coy is the first to book out on fri.. and so went for training straight on fri and sat... i miss the feeling of training.. went to en dining with lun and jj... it's our 2nd time there.. i suggested to go there cos the food is so damn great... and also we miss japanese cuisine man! food was great as usual.. i continue ordering and eating after they had stopped... after that we went to timbre to chill out, listen to live band and had a glass of beer.. and so, i ordered 1 pizza to eat again... it was like 15 mins after our dinner.. i know i know... but i just wanna eat.. lol! anyway one good thing i like now is my body mass has gone up by 3kg... so i'm a 59! am almost the same size with my coach.. both are small size... but training to be like him one day!

well it's been only 2 months plus.. but i'm kindda sick of being in the army... my dream of being a combat instructor is gone cos they have no intake for my batch.. i'm starting to hate the regimental life inside.. my fitness level had drop tremendously during bmt and it really demoralises me alot... hoping to get into nspi after pop so that at least i could be what i really wanna be.. a police inspector... at least i could go home everyday and see my family, friends and train as per normal in gym.. HELP ME.