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been trying to get over it.. dunno why... but this keeps going on and off.. you are right... why regret when i know it's gonna be like this..? i wasn't trying to make a big joke out of you... it took me months.. trying to get an answer whether to add you back or not... i made a split decision that day.. i stepped back in the end because i was afraid the outcome would be like this... and yes.. as what i expected... i hope you won't get the wrong idea.. it's back... the feelings' back like what i used to feel.. having to wake up every morning and feel bad... having to get to sleep every night and feel bad.. there's a clear thought in me... that you are the only girl that makes me feel like we are together.. like one family... like i don't have to hide anything and not be afraid of being shy.. i felt so comfortable with you... i know i won't find this comfortness anywhere else.. i keep telling myself time will heal... all these while.. bullshit... it didn't.. guess this is not a wound left inside my heart... but a destiny for me to reach for.. and the more i do nothing... the further it gets.. and i hate my feeling...