2.7.06

dunno what to update for mah upcoming blogs.. just feel like blogging now... got all mah papers back.. failed one of mah subjects... totally don't understand that subject.. think will retake it for the next sem...

school ended early on fri.. went to tamp mall watch superman with loon and ivan... the show was just alright.. went to j8 meet loon makan ytd... after that went to meet the others at one of the pubs in ms.. planned to watch eng vs por... had a few drinks.. a few talks... after match all of us went home.. today is the day i rest the whole day at home... just wanna slack mah life throughout.. don't wanna do anything... and tomorrow's another day of school.. which i start to feel sick about it thinking of going everyday...

*i've been alright all these while.. but the time when i was out of singapore, i felt lost... i felt that someone that i don't wanna think about started to fill mah mind.. only then i realise the more i wanted to run away, the more i can't let go... i wanted it to be alright.. wanted to take it like a man... but i was beaten down by mahself.. i may look like i don't really care... but the fact i'm afraid to..* 看到你开心，让我觉得不开心。。看到你不开心，让我更加失落。。。 也许应为我太爱你，所以不想告诉你。。