ah sucks..

been boring for me.. always sleeping in the morning... today was the first day back to school.. cant sleep on sunday night... went to bed at 2am and finally slept at 7am.. fuck... got up at 11 and went to school.. tiring and boring day... first day back, dont really care about what's happenening in school.. went for first lecture and skip the other for lunch... went back home with a shag feeling.. bath and sleep... wake up to watch tv drama and soccer.. feeling so very fucked up man... sometimes i feel like having a gf.. but i prefer being single... but the more i think of it, mah past haunts me.. but the fact in reality is that the way of life the other is living now and the circle of friends and stuffs just cant make me fit in... kindda sucks.. bad feeling coming back again man... fuck..