Time to step back.

fuck i shall step back. fuck i shall not make a move. hate this kind of feeling. its like a demon layed inside me waiting for it's calling. i hate mahself for doing unneccessary things. things that will only make me feel stupid. feel like a fucked up. fucked up? yes. that's what i'm fucking am right now. each fucking day passes with each fucking emotions added. i shall be what i wanna be and work for it. one day we shall see.