come to think of it.. have you really care for me... i should have knew the day when i looked into your eyes.. i couldn't see me anymore... you never look at me like the way you used to anymore.. because i love you too much... i was willing to sacrifice everthing including a man's dignity... and it's because i gave in too much that made you took it for granted.. until a time when you think that it should be like that... you made everything i do so exaggerating.. you're right... our thinking were so much different.. you are still in your own world... you want to be treated like a princess.. you want people to go your way... everything you do is right.. i really give up in you... i still love you as much.. but it's time to stop my love for you... this period of time is long enough for me to see me and you clearly.. the day when we were together i wanted to settle down with you... but you just want to have fun.. you wanted to be with me because you need someone to accompany you when you're bored... but when you got your friends around you stop texting me.. i knew i was never in your priority but i hacked it... because i love you.. why do you wanna discover this love with me so deep and said you want to give it all up... you knew all the while i love you alot and you abused it.. think about it when we had our quarrels, i was the one who find you up... i was the one who apologise no matter right or wrong.. you just sat back and relax and assume everything will go your way... with or without me, you are fine with it.. but why do you agree to be with me all these while? you always find excuses to cover up for youself... you told me to speak to you softly when you're grumbling.. why must i shout..? think again.. when i'm feeling grumpy what did you do? you gave me the can't be bothered face... and then you will start scolding me.. as much as i have said things i shouldn't say, i apologised and find ways to make it alright... but what about you? you never apologised and blame me for what i am.. you never had the mindset to make it alright... i admit i have my shortcomings.. but i've done my very best as a boyfriend... you had your shorticomings too and i accept it... too bad you don't accept mine.. the fact that you could be so heartless for this past 1 month i already understand i'm not in your heart anymore...