yesterday was MMA. always the day im looking forward to. well bruce was back, training under him was quite tough even for the warm ups. but this is MMA and it's meant to be a fucking tough sport. after training bruce told us about a MMA and BJJ competition coming up on sept in thailand. really want to join to see how far can i go. it's not like you go in there and get your ass kick by those professionals, but they will pair up 2 fighters with same/similar records. too bad i got to sacrifice my time for 2 years in NS. fuck that. anyway stayed back after training to roll with some of the people. till when 2 heavyweight guys(92kg and 80+kg) wanted to roll. rolled with them three times and caught them in guillotine choke and a kimura. to be honest, i was a little afraid to roll with them at first cos of their bigger size, would totally over power me or crash me from mount, but that's what BJJ is all about for a smaller guy to bring down a much bigger size. anyway lost to a german guy by choke. damn it. silly mistake. haaa. but great experience!

alright. Muay Thai later on. got to to earlier to do some cardios first. drinking session this sat!

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alright. going for a haircut later and get a shirt, a tie and a belt before i go for training. tomorrow's a big day cos it's our graduation day! haaa.. been quite awhile since we mates meet up but very soon. MMA training later. damn, what i love about MMA is it's wide range of variety one can use, there's basically no restriction on which style one use to fight. from stand up combat, to clinch combat, to ground combat. from strikes to takedowns to submissions. damn i love this sport.

met up on sat night for drinking session. it's been a long time since we drank together. nothing much to knock us out just 3 jugs of beer. tomorrow is another day to kick off. looking forward to every brand new day to start training. loving it.


trying so damn hard to act fierce here.



he couldn't help but keep laughing.















no that was a hell of a laugh!

my whole shorts and top was all filled with sweat thoroughly yesterday after BJJ training. it is a whole new different game when it comes to the ground. we did take downs, armbars, rear naked choke, escapes and lastly sparring. some of the techniques werent new to me as i learned quite afew from the instructional videos that i got. having to smoothen my techniques and make it swift takes abit of time to clearly familarise. but everything was great and i have ordered my gi and mma short from the GRACIES!

anyway, my knee got worse after yesterday's training. it already hurt for the past 2 weeks and i just keep going on conditioning and training till my knee really hurts when i walk today. i had no choice but to rest for the day and keep watching techniques of escaping. tomorrow will be a brand new day!

alright.. been training hard for the past one month... sacrificing my time to do what i love most all these years finally came true.. my dream to become a MMA fighter. everybody has been training hard, i cant slack a little. everyday i do cardios to condition my body. i train 3 times a week on striking and grappling. i'm taking another martial art tomorrow which i love all these while, BJJ. being able to brush up my striking skills and ground games, i hope in a few years time i can get into MMA and train as a full time MMA fighter.

MMA really helped me alot and thank god i have passion for this sport. no more idling around doing nothing or thinking too much of other things. no more smoking. do i have any heroes? yeah. the legend bruce lee definitely, george st pierre, tito ortiz, chuck liddell. these are the fighters that made me push myself even harder.

GSP


Tito Ortiz & Chuck Liddell

IRON MAN!

watched iron man on labour day.. what i got to say man, this show makes you wanna watch right from the start to the end... no words to say just damn nice!