been listening to the life's' of other people.. and also observing what other people are going through... i realise this world is not only about me.. everyone have their problems as well... and even worse ones than me.. sometimes i walked pass a handicapped auntie, she was sitting in her wheelchair selling tissue papers... with a beautiful smile on her face and cheerful voice.. i was wondering how did she do it... having to lose a limb and put on a smile.. i realise others have bigger problems than what i faced... i admire them and wish i could have such ability like their optimistic mindset.. but i was wondering what happens after the end of everyday, when we are closed behind doors and all alone... everything from the reality starts striking back..

i've heard advices and comments.. maybe because of my bad temper, maybe because you've met someone along the way and decided he's a better choice... or any other reasons.. i know it's over... this is not just another emo post.. just what i've felt along the path... thanks for sharing part of your life with me, and letting me share with you part of mine.. it's not your fault or mine anymore... it's just that we didn't know how to step back.. and letting go will lead the both of us a better life...