these few days..

hmmm.. been back to mah slacking days after a few days of work... haaa.. nothing much actually... went to city hall with lun ytd.. just did some window shopping... why..? cause we're broke... lol.. been seeing levi's jeans... and i'm getting bored of SG's levi's.. BRING IN SOME LEVI'S Vintage please... lol.. brought lun to eat prawn mee at suntec which i've been to more than a year ago... haaa.. suddenly thought of that shop... well still nice anyway.. then walk walk see see... then lun suggested to go esplanade roof top.. for fuck? i'm straight k.. haaa.. just went up took a sit and chatted... talk about lots of stuffs.. haaa... spotted couples making out over there.. well we didnt purposely look out for it... but was just from a distant.. lol... after their making out, just nice they walk pass us.. the guy was fat, the girl was petite... of fucking disgust me.. haaa... after that just went back to MS.. ate secret recipe... well it was 9.30 at that time and the place was closing at 10.. i was like hmmm... ok.. let's just fucking eat it fast... and after ordering i just told lun what if our food came at 9.58.. ain't we gonna eat..? haaa.. then the waitress came and said one of the set has to be delayed as they have to prepare... haaa.. well, just keep gorging our food up... guess i'm too fucking full.. left afew of it... haaa.. in the end home sweet home... =] i love BAPE.

I WANT MAH PARKA!


callbo tee..



Luo Zhi Xiang in mah favourite Stussy tee.. =D

fucked up working days..

been working in expo for a few days already.. quite ok for me... just that abit cannot stand bh anymore.. been keeping quiet since last time we worked together... but sometimes she do somethings that are quite fucked up.. even lun last time cannot stand her while working... i just keep quiet.. but today was like she did one fucking thing... use sales rep to pressure me.. fuck... even called the sales rep to talk to me.. i cant stand this type of ppl... work with her so long.. always try to do her "professionalism"... wtf man.. behind the store alot of stocks... who one by one stack one.. who tidy up... who bring stocks in front and fill up.. one by one of the promoters only know how to serve... just fuck care whether got stocks anot.. all i do... den everything ask me to do.. hourly special ask her do.. she take out schedule say her name no need do... then the schedule say tml i afternoon shift.. she say i must work full or not hourly not enough people do... haaa.. then what the schedule say is bullshit? oh fucking crap... because she's a girl.. i just make it a joke and just smile past things... if i'm like the others.. she will get fucked long ago... fucking crap..

i'm nobody's man... you're somebody's girl..

i know this is the second blog of the day... but this is what i feel in the night.. i dunno why... but i'm going to pour out whatever i've kept so long.. this really hurts alot... mah heart is really very pain.. mah tears are running dry... i really hate mahself.. why... why must i do stupid things and regret in the end.. why must i act like i'm living better off now... why must i act i'm alright in front of everyone.. why is mah heart so painful when i see her loving him so much... i'm sorry.. i'm so sorry i'm like this at the wrong time... i think for so long.. i know... i have to let go.. and wish they will be a happy couple... i know he will treat her good.. all i've come to think... yes i know.. i have to be a gentleman... i have to let down what i've let go.. but this is just by saying.. you know what i really want.. deep inside me i really want her back.. but they are so deeply in love... i'm sorry i love you the wrong time.. friends, friend's friend... everyone told me how painful they are when they have problems with their girl.. i acted like i could give them advise... like i could console them like i tried to lie to mahself.. do anyone know how i really felt.. no... it's been more than a year... i really miss you alot.. i could only be comfortable when i with you... i could only feel normal when we watch movies together.. i could only feel right when we go out for a walk... i could only feel warmth when we just go out for a simple meal together.. i thought that time could heal everything... no it didnt.. it just adds on what hurts me more... she won't have feelings for me anymore.. i know... cause there's nothing left of me inside her.. i really hate this feeling... having to come conscious everyday and the thought of her comes to mah mind.. i really hate it... i really hate to act i'm a happy person when i'm feeling so painful.. but how... no one could help me..

boring days..

argh... it's sho boring.. been staying at home on fri, sat and sun... wtf.. simply nua... haha.. hmmm... finally can get out today.. met lun in the evening... went to town.. well, mah motive... lol.. simply to check out the new arrival tees and stuffs... wahahaha.. went to scotts the foodcourt there makan first... den talk talk talk.. talk about school work... wtf.. it's holiday man... haha.. after that went to far east... hoho.. shopping time... lol.. well standard routine... the shops that i will go.. haha... miklo, x-large, afterlife, leftfoot and not to forget stussy boutique at pacific plaza.. lol... after walking around, still think that i will go for mah bathing ape tee.. woohoo... actually wanted to get another stussy or bape tees... but after trying both.. nah... wahahaha.. in the end bought a bape tee... 179 bucks fly away again.. bye bye... haaa.. actually saw alot of nice tees and stuffs that i wanted to buy... but when i reached home.. come to think of it... i'm wasting alot of money!!! argh fuck.. maybe i'm not going into label anymore... shall stop mah evil thinking.. haha... going for prac tomorrow.. hoho... good luck.. =] and work shall start on wed to sun... sian.. only a few days... CAN YOU GIVE ME MORE WORK SO I HAVE MORE MONEY! signing off...




i want those shoes!!

16.3.06

hmmm.. back from Genting since mon night... trip overall was still ok to me.. why... cause of 2 things.. firstly... while going there by bus.. a long 8 hours journey... everyone was sleeping.. and i was thinking of her all night long... which is a bad thing.. secondly.. jl pass his flu virus to lun... den to kw.. den when reach Genting... i kena.. wtf... we were talking about once reach the room kw will either pin jl or lun.. den i will stay in mah bath tub for 1 hr... say say say.. reach there it's like a fucking small toilet with no bath tub... oh fuck.. once reach there jl K.O on the bed... 3 of us went out to have a walk.. and makan wanton mee... not bad.. sit there talk cock... n notice me n kw are childhood frens.. just that we nv realise... lol.. alot of things we do n eat when young are the same... and we stay fucking close to each other.. hahaa... in the end went back sleep..

woke up in the noon... went to meet jl's friends.. go makan hot pot... after that jl n his friends went to play theme park.. 3 of us go shopping... basically is 2 of them nia.. i just nua all the way... no mood.. after that go back to our room... i take medicine n K.O.. they went out buy Kenny Roger... its cheap.. haaa.. but i was sick and can't really taste a shit... haaa.. on sat night all were sleeping... and left me awaken.. still... i really hate late nights.. where everyone is sleeping... and the thought keeps going through mah head... den midnight went out alone walk walk..

next day was theme park day... early in the morning they bring me go eat dim sum.. and the 2 bugger(kw & lun) ordered sho many things... n i can just see and eat a little.. lol... after that went to outdoor theme park.. played kart racing... we thought like what.. but the fucking kart just goes 5-10 km/h... i feel like running that time.. lol... played almost everything.. just that i left out the big big rollercoaster and the space shot... i'm afraid of heights.. =] have height phobia since young... haaa.. then after that finish liao i cannot tahan anymore... go back room take medicine and K.O again.. lun and jl continued... kw sleep with me.. haaa.. then night time went to eat some fucking shit noodles... sucks.. after that i went back... and K.O again..

next day have to wake up early cause have to check out liao... went to makan.. then nua at starbucks awhile... up to the bus.. i K.O again... damn tired.. and have to endure the fucking long journey... well overall journey was ok to me.. just that the stupid sickness... haaa..

Things happened..

hmmm.. quite sometime of updating... nothing much actually.. been slacking since exam was over... sleeping at 6am and waking up at 5pm is mah daily routine.. haaa... no jobs yet for me until 22nd of march.. damn... i'm in need of money!~ went to ktv with co. it was fun then... haaa.. after that lun called for movie at night... slacked at kuppage with friends play billard awhile.. was bored halfway sho jioed ivan go play lan... haaa.. played awhile only den others suar tiu liao... vincent accompany me makan then wait for mah friends.. met up with kw they all watched final destination 3 after that... was quite ok only.. story based was actually the same as the 2 previous parts...

Sat finally the four of us jl, jj, slip and me can go out together after sho long liao.. slip brought his gal together too... went to makan.. then after that go play lan at cine... slip and his girl went off earlier.. after lan took cab down to geylang meet kw and lun for supper... went home after that..

Ytd met up with jl, kw and lun go town shopping.. haaa... went to makan first.. kw talk halfway do stun and hit those chopsticks and all fell on the ground... lol.. we laughed until bth... then mah turn.. accidentally bang on the table... damn.. very paiseh... lucky not much ppl there.. haaa... quickly went off after that.. then lun turn... he nearly fell down on the escalator.. gosh... what was happening.. haaaa... shop around in far east and pacific plaza.. saw junren at far east.. haaa... jl bought a stussy tee after kena influence by us... haaa.. kw bought one too... for me just wander around since nothing nice passed through me except the nike sneakers i saw in leftfoot.. tio tempt for sho long in the end still bought that shoe... at least one of the items in mah list is gone... haaa.. next will be a pair of jeans and new coming bathing ape tees... went to see watches too.. damn... saw one that i liked.. $448... need to save money liao.. lol... after that junren met up with us and went to kovan makan western..

yEaPpIe.. fri going to Genting with co. liao... hope there's alot of fun and laughter to be explored.. hohoho... signing off.. =]

Luo Zhi xiang (Bathing Ape)


Lee Min woo