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i'm writing this down right before i'm going back to camp and confine for another 2 weeks for field camp.. life has been rushing here and there... became platoon IC and things were still going well.. very little time to rest and sleep... am still thinking whether do i wanna be a Close Combat Instructor or join the OCS.. being commision as an officer is an honourable thing... but somehow i feel i'm not the jungle survivor kind.. so i'll see about it...

guess she's doing really very fine after we've seperated for about 8 months.. and that she's already forgotten about me... but you'll still be that big part in my heart.. sometimes i just wanna give myself up during training... but somehow i'll just think of her and the memories we had that makes me go on.. it's always been my choice to fall in love with her and i know it's all became a one sided thing... i never regretted loving you..